未邦訳じゃなく未発表の英語小説です。一応隔日連載の予定。
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Watch Me Now

I smelled oil and blood. At once, the man tumbled down. His arms and legs bent in upon his body.
He rolled over and began to go into a spasm of coughing, rocking from side to side, but the fire never released him from much pain. He stated to struggle more violently, and fell from the cliff at last. Following him, we went down the slope.……
I had been picturing the man’s death over and over again for five years now, ever since
I had found out what had happened that summer.
The man was gibbering as he tried to pull away from the blonde, who was holding down him
with grief after thrusting a shovel into his shoulder. The man’s hair was wet and matted
with petrol. His face was blistered and expanded. He opened his mouth, desperately moaning out.
A commitment to murder is essentially an intellectual thing, so we refuse to take it sentimentally.
For nearly two month the intent of kill had been source of my energy, but I felt as though
the spectacle of it was eroding me from the bottom of body. I felt uneasy until the end.