I heard you singing「If I fell」in English.
First, I don't want to judge your English level in that song.
(Because my English is horrible too.)
Your challenging spirit is simply great, and I believe "everybody" loves it.
But I have to say...
I found that It's not necessary to be a professional if you just want to be a star.
You know, being professional and being star are not 100% same.
You are a star, you are a rock idol, but you are not a professional singer.
Maybe french tells my feeling correctly, mon étranger...